9/15/2022 | 7:54 PM

i'm BACK
after nearly 2 years
i forgot this even existed tbh
i'm only updating this to confirm i'm still alive to anyone who looks
nothing has changed
i feel kinda satisfied remembering the password to this
my mood is more good than bad
thats it hopefully i dont forget again

10/23/2020 | 7:58 PM

i feel nauseous
css is frustrating why isn't this working it's going off the top of my screen
now it's not centered at all
i give up i've spent an hour on this

10/23/2020 | 2:27 AM

i feel fine and i feel good
i'm feeling like i never should
whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
i'm not sure what this could mean
i don't think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself that if i hurt someone else i'll never see just what we're meant to be

10/21/2020 | 10:44 PM

today was better than usual
i wasn't lonely and still am not lonely so :) i guess
that's it

10/21/2020 | 12:44 AM

i feel ok but not much else
i feel awkward right now but i don't want to explain that right now
as well as having some lingering thoughts and feelings about things
maybe i'll explain them at a later date but not now
i don't really feel "ok" but i don't feel overwhelming negativity or sadness or anything
only slight negativity
i don't know
i'm just rambling
i should end this now